Cigarette Smoke

Out of all the things I've lost, I miss

my mind the most <3

Drinking, starving, selfharm, smoking and depression. Feeling like a pathetic piece of shit - my life.

Numb, empty and suicidal. Been clean for a while now, message me if you need any help or if you feel a relapse coming. I'll always be here if you need help.

*trigger warning*